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Alas! It has been a while, but I have found a cause so worthy of writing I cannot help myself from telling the world! Quite a lot has happened since my last entry. Unfortunately, I have not been able to update this blog since life on my side of the world has become a flurry of unforeseen circumstances. I am "officially" my own person as I am solely responsible for fulfilling my financial and personal needs; but that's merely the tip of the iceberg. A significantly long and burdensome relationship reached it's final steps. The grand weight that lifted off my shoulders has permitted happiness and enlightenment to enter many aspects of my life. Get ready world because it's my time now!

HOWEVER...

Despite my new-found freedom, I find myself in shackles--once again. At least this time I knew the trap I was falling into. I suppose it's my turn to fall head-over-heels for someone who is unlikely to reciprocate my unwavering devotion. Much to my dismay, I am in love--the "can't think, can't eat, can't sleep, can't stop daydreaming about you," kind of love. Go figure. The "Ice Maiden" has a beating heart. It goes without saying that I am clueless in matters of the heart. I hate feeling a slave to my emotions, but it is what it is. Should I embrace it? Is it worth it? I have never heard any good stories about long-distance relationships, but I guess only time will tell...It's not like Prince Charming and I are in a relationship anyways; and who is to say he will ever want a relationship with me...